*sigh*
Menar kata cheryl ngan aku dolok…"too much romantic movies/ stories menyebabkan aku (diriknya) sikpat berpikir lurus". At that very moment masa cheryl madah statement ya, aku nang pecah perut tetak. Tp bila dah ku pikir2, menar juak katanya.
Most of my frens know in what state of place I am now. Deserted, isolated, dan ntah apa-apa giklah yg seswai utk describe my new location. not much people to see, what more to talk to. Dahlah aku tok dah biasa hidup dikelilingi family n frens *sigh*.
But still i’m grateful, siklah susah gilak hidup aku sia. at least ujong minggu aku leh gi Sibu agak Sai (Sai, ko jangan sesekali pindah dr Sibu, sebelum aku dpt pindah Kch. melainkan ko mok pindah ke Stalun…hahahhaha). Siklah juak idup aku susah macam sidak segenap Long atau Nanga ntahapakebenda, yg jarang2 dpt kuar. I’m still being grateful, in that sense.
Ok…kaitan romantic movies n my-new-base adalah, the loneliness nearly kills me. bila dah dudok sorang2, berjam-jam…mulalah aku piker macam2. moreover avtivities yg aku ada to kills the times just dudk termenung nagga nemiak main football dalam lumpur, maca novel yg ku pinjam ngan serata urang n watching dvds. n start lah aku berangan macam2 lepas ya. n i start to believe there is such things as happy ending n happily-ever-after. adakah benda macam ya? *sigh*
N being someone like me (if u know what i mean), romantism- nang ada kah perkataan tok? - is barely exist in the so-called-my-life-thesaurus. is there such thing as happy ending n happily ever after in my life? ntah lah…*sigh*
